BACK ON TRACK - 2018 the year that was - Batia Grinblat
Current date 4th January 2019
After a long absence, it is time to return back to what was started last year
Backtracking to 2018
I invested so much time into building this website, trying to finish renovations, resigning from work and starting a new position while dealing with some health issues
2018 was a loaded year and something had to give
I lost the passion, the drive, and the will to hold this sacred space so it was better if I just walk away from it temporarily
I was tired, like seriously tired
Temporary rolled from one month in March to January 2019
What’s temporary anyway?
Time is a linear construct that really has no meaning
We give it meaning
I’d much rather call it DIVINE TIMING
When we venture out to an unknown space with unprecedented pressures sometimes the best control we can apply is to retreat and let things unfold on their own
Another word for it is surrender
I’ve realised that I have to get familiar (again) with setting new boundaries across the border
Have no expectations
And be in flow
Like REAL FLOW
Because resistance is futile and war (sort of speak) would have cost me dearly
This allowed me to reflect on how I want to function and who I want to connect with
Yes, I want authentic connections
Not just connections for the sake of connections
That’s fake and there is plenty of that around
My curiosity about playing BIG has been ignited but this time it will be so authentic it will flow
If 2018 was about THINKING about it
Then 2019 is about FEELING and SENSING it
What is the IT? It’s the master plan slowly revealing itself
Adaptability and flexibility is the key
So I hope you will join me in this journey!
Much love
Miss B
“Finding inner calmness in the middle of disruption is one indicator the you’ve reached a new level of consciousness ”